October 2009
14 posts
Tulip and Poppyseeds Journey 9.05
I wrote this for my little brother the night my grandpa died and read it to him the next morning. (i think he was age 4?)
Tulip and Poppyseeds Journy
Tulip and Poppyseed had a lovely time at tea, one afternoon.
Poppyseed said, you know Tulip, anytime you want to talk with me, just close your eyes, spread your wings and fly to me in your dreams.
Tulip thought this was a brilliant idea.
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Hardest part is finally deciding 10.05
Written October 27, 2005
Love is so confusing and the hardest part is finally deciding. It’s tricky… and you have to beg for the signs to show themselves and it hurts. but I promise you in the end you’ll be rewarded- it’s just the long journey getting there is understated and underappreciated and unwanted.
Maybe there isn't one true love 11.05
Written November 05, 2005
I had an interesting conversation with someone yesterday- which is pretty amazing in itself, I think, seeing how much we’ve been through together and all… It was for the most part about relationships and society. (This is what I think about love at the moment-please tell me if you disagree) :) I think that when it boils down to it- that love is just...
With you-in one sentence 9.03
Written September 26, 2003
Sleeping in this bed with you dreaming about tomorrow and the next flooded memories caught in the past over power smiles wondering if you’re happy and if you’ll stay with me forever wishing for you to love me wanting no one but you here in this time the reality in the back of mind once trapped pushing forward clouding desires hope struggling to find the...
Handcream vs.misc. oil based substances 11.03
I couldn’t help but repost this blog… memories…..
Written November 7, 2003
Handcream vs.misc. oil based substances There’s really no reason for the above subject title, I suppose I just wanted to catch your attention. I’m at work.. Feels like I’m always working now (even though we all know that’s not true) Hmm.. I was at the apartment again...
Dreams 11.03
Written November 14, 2003
Dreams are funny.. Not always funny like ‘hahaha’ funny.. But funny because they can be either make your deep inner thoughts and desires come into light or fill your mind with terrors that you try so hard to keep hidden and avoid. According to Merriam-Webber- dreams are defined as followed: *A series of thoughts, images, or emotions occurring during sleep...
Always an event 9.04
Written September 17, 2004
…it’s a story about truth, justice, lotion and pennies..
(really it’s not as exciting as all that..)
**picture this**
It’s 1:00 am
It’s dark- scary- rustling in the trees, perhaps bears?
I had borrowed my moms car.. and i was just about to return the car.
I get into the car.. and i notice the light in the shift panel is still out..
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Ah- Love ;) 9.04
Written September 18, 2004
Is it truly better to have “loved and lost”? Is it better to disregard love because it’s not conventional, not proper, or maybe just because the consequences at loving are too risky? Maybe it is.. Maybe we all should forget about that kind of love-the love that tells us to abandon everything we have, kill any doubts, the kind of passion that is so...
“Taking people for granted will leave you not only alone, but unwanted”
– Me-
Written November 9, 2004
“The good thing about slipping back into depression is; that it allows you...”
– Me-
Written November 12, 2004
“Put things in perspective people-
you’re not dead.. and thats an...”
– Me-
Written December 27, 2004
I shaved my legs for this?? 3.05
Written March 1, 2005 1:23 PM
Ever wish you could do something extraordinary? Break that glass box and go wild with whatever you desire? Ever do something so extraordinary that nothing you can do will ever match up to your previous success? Would that frighten you into hiding? What then, do you do? What would I do? I think about that all the time- going crazy- at least in the sense of...
Words that only make sense through song...
The Douche-bag song:
Thinkin all by myself is it ever enough will i ever believe that you wont leave well i could just break your heart like many before you and that would solve most my problems except i’d still love you and i’m afraid to loose you except at times i hate you sometimes i wish you’d just leave.. but could you take me with you when you go? and other times i think...
So easily dismissed is the knowledge of the great...
Why is it assumed that if the message comes from a movie or a book or a song - that it’s fictional and has no real value to be applied to “real life”? So easily dismissed and forgotten is the knowledge of the power of love and laughter and the potential that every human of this planet has. …and so maybe that message at the end of whatever kids movie you’ve just...